Papi's wife read my text and it was a bunch of icons with kisses and asking how he was. Although he changed my name to a girl's name, she obviously got devastated and went ballistic. She was very physical and was shouting at him. She hit him with a golf club and scratched his face with her nails. Their kids heard that they were fighting and they were crying.
I cannot put into words how I am exactly feeling now. So much emotions and thoughts going through my head.
I am feeling so guilty. Not just because she read my text but guilty because I am the third party.
Is all this worth it?
I know he needs me specially at this time and the last thing I want to happen is that they separate or get a divorce - I am just drowning with guilt.
I am a home wrecker.