Thursday, November 4, 2010


*cue Natalie Imbruglia 'Torn" song"

I am so fucking torn.

I just got home from a night out with the guy I like.

I love Papi... well I think I do... I know he loves me very much. And he just told me that he would get me the fucking $12,000 Panerai watch that i liiiiiikey. In H.K.... Maybe it's not love but guilt? Maybe it's my need for unnecessary luxury.

I hate this feeling.