Random Ramblings

As the age-old question goes: would you go for the one you love or for the one who loves you?

In my case, its more like would you go for the one who loves you or no one at all. Haha should you go for someone who you know really loves you and who would really take care of you? Someone who has plans for you- both short term (car, condo etc) and long term (business etc)

It sucks to be me. Its so hard to live life with a budget.

So hard to just shop in Zara and never even dare go in Paul Smith anymore.

Hello Villamor with the caddies as thieves, goodbye Manila Golf with the players as thieves. haha

My passport hasn’t been stamped with a visa for the longest time.

So embarrassing to turn right instead of left when I board the plane.

Such is life.

If it weren't for my situation now I guess I wouldn't be a whore. Just a slut... like Mcvie. hahahaha. :)

Banking with Metrobank

I’ve been texting with this guy I met online for a few weeks already and it wasn’t until tonight that we finally decided to meet. We met at midnight along a usually busy street by day, in the parking lot of Metrobank.

He was ok- average to say the least but very straight looking. We said our hello’s and he suggested that we move to the darker part of the parking lot behind a parked AUV as he might be seen by his friends or any one who knows him.

When I was walking and was behind the AUV already he suddenly grabbed me and started kissing me. He was a pretty good kisser. He started rubbing his crotch against mine. He started caressing my chest and slid his hand under my shirt and started playing with my nips. I felt him get hard- and so was I. Our bodies were rubbing against each other. He moved his head towards my chest and started licking my nips under my shirt. He un-buttoned my shorts and started sucking… I reciprocated and did the same. We were leaning against the AUV- I was half excited half nervous. He said he wanted to cum so we started jacking off. We came together- all over the parking lot ground. The situation was just so kinky. If it wasn’t for the right time and (wrong) right place, I wouldn’t have done it with him. That was hot.

Thanks pare. Sa uulitin.

Ayt, ingats dude.

Rain

Mcvie... Do i? hahahahaha

Boracay Bound...

Going to Boracay soon... can't wait to leave Manila! I deserve a break with so much stress from work (and life hehe).

I have to prepare for my Boracay body. New workout regimen:

MWF - Gym.

T TH Sun - Sex.

So far so good. Hehe

Feeling Bob Ong.

I don't believe in compromising. I believe in understanding. When you compromise, you do it against your will; when you understand you do it wholeheartedly.

The Choice

So, obviously I took the 1^st choice in the menu… (highly recommended by a lot of guys I'm sure) and went over to Moses’ place ‘cause he finally texted and invited me over. Geesh. Where is my pride? Haha

Once inside his room we didn’t wait anymore and started kissing- I could feel his large cock getting hard. And when I say large, I mean large! ;) He pulls me to the bed and he shoves my head down his cock. After choking a couple of times I hear him say ‘fuck me, fuck me now’.

I grab the rubber on the side table- hmm different brand from the last time we fucked. I fuck him missionary until I cum. He tells me that it hurts- such a poor actor that Moses guy…

We go to bed cuddling until we fall asleep…

The night was too short and I had to wake up early for a meeting.

While I was in the kitchen preparing my breakfast and Moses was still in bed sleeping, I see his phone lying on the counter… should I or shouldn’t I?...

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My heart was beating fast. I have NEVER checked someone else’s phone. Well at least not that I remember. Hehe. I click on the main button… open the inbox and sent items…

‘Hey baby are you ok? J How come you’re not replying?’

‘Hey babe sorry not feeling so well. I’m calling it a night. Love you.’

‘Ok I love you so much I hope you feel better soon. Good night. J’

-conversation with the ex bf. Well I guess not so ex anymore. Haha.

I feel so much relief. Para akong natanggalan ng tinik. Now I know what is really going on. No more second-guessing. No more why’s. No more maybe ‘He’s just not that into me shit.’

I finish my breakfast and he comes in the kitchen.

‘Hey I got you your fave Oliver’s sandwich for your lunch later.’

‘No thanks, I’m ok.’

‘You sure? Ok then, you have a nice day at work.’

‘Thanks, sweetheart.’

Then I open the door, go out of his pad- smiling from ear to ear.

Menu for Tonight

Tonight's menu consists of a variety of selection. Some are more sweet to the taste while some leaning towards the bitter but no matter the choice, any of them will make a delectable meal.

~Sleep over at Moses as planned during mid-week (but still no text or call from him and I am definitely NOT reminding him of his invitation)~

~Meet up with this really hot err looking guy with a killer body~

~Threesome with this guy I met before- inviting me for some fun with his supposed hot friend~

~Have dinner with this doctor-son of a politician dude~

~Practice Bad Romance dance at home (just kidding)~

Bon Appetit!

Masochist

I think I’m masochistic.

Not that kinky kind of masochistic, you perverts. I was secretly hoping that some asshole named Moses will drunk dial me again at 5am to wake me up at an ungodly hour just to tell me how much he misses me and how much he likes me.

I’m pissed off at him not because of what he’s doing but at what he’s not doing.

On the other hand, I just hope he stops everything. I can easily do that- except that I have to vent it out to my friends. Constantly. Haha but give me a week or 2 and I’m over it.

Hopefully.

Masochist

I think I’m masochistic.

Not that kinky kind of masochistic, you perverts. I was secretly hoping that some asshole named Moses will drunk dial me again at 5am to wake me up at an ungodly hour just to tell me how much he misses me and how much he likes me.

I’m pissed off at him not because of what he’s doing but at what he’s not doing.

On the other hand, I just hope he stops everything. I can easily do that- except that I have to vent it out to my friends. Constantly. Haha but give me a week or 2 and I’m over it.

Hopefully.

The Bar

I just got home from a trick and what’s weird is that I feel like I still wanna do someone agin. I think my testerone level is pretty high tonight. Haha.

Rewind to last night.

I was at the bar and my friend Anton was macking this guy. Cute and chunky. The guy turned him down though saying that he was with his bf- who was actually standing behind him holding his hand. Anton is such a freak. Haha I was minding my own business when I saw the guy checking me out. Hmm he was smiling and making pa-cute. I signal him to follow me to the bathroom. He follows and gives me his number. Too bad for Anton.

Fast forward to Saturday night.

I go to his pad in SOMA at the Fort. Turns out Sid is based in London and is just on a vacation- good, no baggage to get rid off after the sex. We go straight to the deed and I like his size. More than average and thick. What I didn’t like though was it took him soo long to cum. I couldn’t hold it anymore longer so I came in his mouth and BAM, he cums.

I met him at 10 pm and I left his pad at 1 am. I had my clothes off longer than I was wearing it. Haha.

I Kissed a Girl

Cue: I Kissed a Girl by Katy Perry

I was so drunk last night i kissed a girl! Not a girl, girl but a tranny. Haha

Last night was so much fun until that fucking Moses showed up. I texted him prior to that and he didn't even reply then I see him at the bar after. He even had the nerve to ask me why I was being a snob to him that night. Duh. How can people be so dumb? Ignorant? Insensitive?

Or am I just being a drama queen?

Anyways, aside from the cute guy I met, the highlight was still me kissing that 'girl'... Haha